before today

小时候听一位DJ在节目里说:所谓好歌,就是在多年以后再度聆听时那份感动依旧没变.其实她只讲对了一半,before today就是一个特殊的例外。6年后再听before today，我才发觉有一层薄膜在以往没有撕开，如今撕开了，感动就变成了一份切身的心痛。我总是笑身边的朋友要么矫情要么故作伤感，但我没有意识到我们的岁数已经不小，再也不会像十八岁时那般莫名的空想着悲欢离合。因为心中有了隐痛，所以才听懂了before today,听清楚了TRACY唱的一字一句。


          电音迷有个贱毛病，听歌不看歌词，觉得歌词是种累赘，在我身上体现的尤为明显。高中时听Walking Wounded，灌醉我的是带着JAZZ气息的DRUM N BASS\TRIP HOP节拍，我不曾关心其中有
纤柔如水影的情感。大二时我听比自己年长的朋友讲着他的心事，他说：早晨醒来后打开MINISTRY OF SOUND的网上电台，DJ恰好正在打着EBTG的“before today”，人一下就觉得双眼模糊，当他走进新的办公室，总觉得她还在，还坐在他的身边，耳边回响起的又是"before today"。两年后的今天当我重听before today,我才明了他言语中的一切，TRACY将它的唱的再明了不过：My heart is that much harder now That's what I thought before today。风过之处尽是伤感的涟漪。“我不想要任何的借口，我不想要你的微笑，我不想感觉我们分隔千里，我不想要一个永远没有铃声响起的电话，我想要你的爱，就在此刻........” 我想我会在CD机上按下暂停，让“BEFORE TAODY”凝固在无数个细小的凹坑之间，合上CD盒，把唱片放进有徐徐暗风的唱片柜里，让内心的湖水再次变的无光无影。也许又会在以后的某个怀旧思故的时刻翻出"BEFORE TODAY" ，只是不知道那时我是否真的心若磐石，“BEFORE TOADY”到底意味着什么？也许是脚步下的无忧与哀愁，也许是一个又一个戛然而止的隐性终点，让你只能回首，却无法转身。

  





I don't want excuses, I don't want your smiles
I don't want to feel like we're apart a thousand miles
And I don't want your attitude, I don't want your things
But I don't want a phone that never rings

I want your love
And I want it now
I want your love
And I want it now

I don't want your history, I don't want that stuff
I want you to shut your mouth, that would be enough
And I don't care if you've been here before, you don't understand
Tonight I feel above the law, I'm coming in to land

I want your love
And I want it now
I want your love
And I want it now

My heart is that much harder now
That's what I thought before today
My heart is that much harder now
And I thought that it would stay that way, before today

Before today
But I don't want a phone that never rings

I want your love
And I want it now
I want your love
And I want it now

I want your love
I want your love
I want your love
I want your love
I want your love
I want your love
I want your love

这不像红房以前的文字呢.不过,很喜欢.支持一下